The oscars are coming up again on March 7th. I am beyond excited. The muskie awards are on March 13th. I really hope I get a nomination and if I do I hope I win. I didn't get a senior best but those are just popularity contests anyways.
Allie and I leave for Ireland on March 14th. Super super SUPER excited for that. I cant wait to see my grandpa and aunt and cousin. We're staying in a castle one night! Al and I plan to take a lot of pictures.
I realized today that I have less than 2 months left of being a minor. and strangely I'm not excited. I'm not ready to be 18. I want to stay 17 for a while longer. There are some experiences that I feel like I need to do before I turn 18. And I don't think they will happen, which makes me very upset and it makes me want to cry. Yes, I'm ready for the independence and going off to college and living on my own, but there is a huge part of me that is clinging on what I know. I feel like an old person who does not want their birthday to happen. I'm too young to feel like this.
